i go my sis house and stay over night on 25/12/2008..

yup. its on christmas day.

i keep playing DS game and watch tv untill morning 9 a.m. my sis wake up and play maple and chit chat with her also.
then 10 am i felt so tried and wanna take a nap till 12 pm but haha i overslep again = =

1 pm.. 2 pm.. 3 pm... i keep wake up and continue sleeping...
my niece (px) was beside me play computer..

until 6 pm and i dunno is it because she is too boring wanna wakes me up or wanna proof that she hate me very much or what.
i was shock and force to be wake BECAUSE SHE THROW A LAPTOP ON MY HEAD

| < this is the laptop

O<-< this is me sleepling

The laptop directly drop on my forehead sia!!!!

my eye is still close. and i wonder what is it because i know the "thing" that drop on me is quite heavy - -
i was thinking... "ouch! pain! whats happen? who hate me?"
lol.

laugh like hell = =.
i will remember this forever haha

she say she fall down and drop the laptop on me (head = =).
i so heng?
maybe i should buy 4D or TOTO liao?

my fore head is still quite pain now = =...

ONLY HIGH HEEL AND BOOTS ARE ALLOW IN MY WORLD FROM NOW ONWARDS!

MY NIECE HIGHER THEN ME BUY HALF A HEAD SIA!!!
somemore she is still growing - - .
go out with her i think i must wear a 3-4 inch high heel.
and that time at MRT when i take of my high heel.
how come i was almost the same height as xiao? = = ...
i tot i higher then her half a head de lo.
but end up = = . . is she grow taller or i become shorter???!!!!
but i still the same height leh!
must be you become taller la xiao!
next time go out with you i also must wear high heel !

and my new shoe is so cute. haha
dunno when i can wear it.
hougang mall is having pasa malam
find 1 day we go there chiong thing to eat. hahaha

tml going out with my mum. dunno go where...

and i just came home from my sis house.
everytime i go her house i will feel like sleeping = = .
so i decide to take a 1 hour nap at her house.
but end up i overslep and sleep for 3 hours = =
so i only have a little time to play PS de DS~~

*shoe picture uploaded request by THM hehe*



i love the heels its so cute




My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

Zzz

actually wanna post my zi lian picture up = =
but end up looks so ugly..
wait for xiao to photoshop for me hahahahahaha

i think i'm so addicted to shoes lo.. i must stop myself for buying more shoe.
actually when i show xiao and pf the shoe i'm aiming today,
i hope they can stop me from buying it. haha
but end up they looking at their own shoe and no one stop me.
so i just bought it T_T.
$45.90.
wah. my heart pain liao.
no $ again = =.
but the shoe so nice, so cute, design so special, so sweet and wear le so comfortable. kakaka.

*yelling to the sky*
MONEY!!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU~~~~ ARE YOU~~~ YOU ~~~ OU ~~~ U ~~~ (AIR CO)
HAHAHA!!

*update*
sihui say cant go count down with us..
HUH!! HOW CAN THAT BE~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
count down without sihui must be very boring T_T
she say she will ask her mama again on the actual day.
NO~~~~
i hope she can go with us T_T


My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X (got it = = )
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

Sad man~


Christmas coming~
what will you think when Christmas is only a few step infront you? haha
christmas present~~~
i really hope i can bought present for all my dearest friend and family~
even if they don't give me present.
(i even prefer not to receive any present unless they know what i wan = =)
i'm willing to do it if i'm have the $$. i'm serious haha.
lucky this time we are not buying any present for each other - -.
just happily go orchard and let mang ga li molest. LOL

hmmm.. What should i get for THM?
i like bloody realize that i never buy any christmas present for THM before.
did i? don't remember anything. haha.
TMH. choose your bloody present this yr. lol
i don't want to bought u rubbish like teddy bear. i'm sure you will throw it away. kaka
Don't too expensive i'm broke = =
even though i know u like branded thing.
can't affort to bought for you yet, woops~
still going out with miss teo favourite birds on christmas?
like no news from you anymore le leh.


My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting really long = = )
- A hat
- Be more fashionable (i know this need lots of $$)
- Reborn my hair~~
- Have a tour at any country i like with xiao and pf
- give my mom and dad a relaxing life (wtf this is hard)
- My sis will move house so i can visit them often
- My mom and er ge get a house faster so i can visit them often
- My brother and his wife faster move out so i can run around.
- i would like to stay with my dad if they move out
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

GREEN 拍摄花絮



Too bad i don't understand what they talking = =


This one is.. hmm.. from 1998 till 2008 ayu de image ba.. i also don't understand what they talking. 4.33 minute ayumi sing "days" on live, how come sounds abit wired o.o?
haha
she so beautiful. yeah~





My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- Boots (got it)
- more boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - - (none of my business already)
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

i'm boring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- boots (got it)
-More boots =X
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

My mum's cooking is the best

when to my mum there to have dinner, chicken wings , vegi , steam fish and my FAVOURITE mushroom + potato soup

i don't know how she cook, the potato is so damn fucking tasty, its full of the taste of the soup with abit spicy. my brother also say that.

think he also miss our mummy cooking? haha .
cause i ask him want help him da bao abit anot he din reply, but end up he also wait for me to reach home then start eating his dinner (9pm+). (my da sao mum got cook also)

when i tell peixuan to help me pour the soup into a bowl, i saw a COCKROACH !!
not in the soup la! its on the floor.
i start sparying it with insets killer = = ...
end up.. MORE COCKROACH crawling out zzzzz
and is those small small de cockroach
then me and my brother and px start catching cockroach = = zzzzzz
i think about 20+ ba ......
scary = =

and my mum's bf gave me $100 and give px and ps $50 each.
i know he will give one. everytime he saw me he will give.
he so nice.

can use the $$ to buy bagpack for peishan.



My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- New wallet
- New Bra~~~
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

I FINALLY CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN~!

cool right? haha

i was looking for the blogskin i like for more then 1 hours = =
but i just can't find the skin i like loh.
then my brain "blink blink" and think of death note must be cool if got people design it for blogskin

ok lah satisfied enough for this blogskin haha

actually wanna use ayumi's blogskin but the design not too complicated then is toooo simple i don't like

then i wan to use marilyn manson blogskin but only got 9 design and the picture all expire already
*faint*

after that i look for jaychou's blogskin. but all look very stupid - -

★一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束.一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊.

walking around baidu and saw this phrase again
Friends will quarrel, but after quarreling they will get to understand more about each other
and know what shouldn't be said or do to him/her
ya, but still got ppl don't understand and keep doing the same thing to his/her friend
until the friendship is broken and they don't understand why. laalaa~

★天蝎喜欢的人 或者对天蝎有恩的。
可以好到象神经病一样。

saw got people at baidu say this. haha
if a Scorpio likes you, she/he can treat you very nice as she/he is crazy

★天蝎翻脸很无情的.

saw this at baidu also hahaha!
i love myself as a Scorpio cause Scorpio can be very heartless to the one she/he dislike~!
And i'm really heartless =p

-end of post-

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

talk to my da sao this morning cause her mama and lixuan dunno gone where
then i saw her lying there like very boring then i go chit chat with her.
then i tell her i wanna reborn my hair, she say "why don't wait for me to recover le i help you reborn leh?" wow she soooo nice haha

she say as long as i can get the reborn hair de cream she can do for me.
one cream only 12+ she say? but i think i will need 2 or 3 box? bottle? dunno..
cause my hair is thick.
but still cheaper then outside = =

thanks xiao ling still come my house and help me clean my garang guni room
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. next time treat u pepper lunch.. (when i got money)

and hahaha.. tot my precious baidu ID will be block forever..
lucky they only block me for 2 day..

My wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE! (getting longer??)
- buy peishan a bagpack before her school open - -
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD.
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books (got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

the mtv and whatever already can see every where at internet le - -
but still need to wait 1 more week~! T_T
i wanna get it faster leh~~~
but i'm broke = = money faster come pls~
i still wanna reborn my hair.

my mp3 need new song if not my ear will rot.. haha

and唐立淇12星座人性攻略 is so 準
除了準還是準.

she so pro lo.
haven read all yet.. currently only interested in my own horoscope
when i got the mood then i will read all..

she say Taurus lives in their own world and actually will only think of themselves..
when they have problem they will not care for other before they settle their own thing.

i only knows 3 Taurus. one of them look like what 唐立淇 says .
the other 2 i'm not so sure cause they always show that they care..
maybe in the heart they are thinking "fake fake ask about it first?" hahaha

no offence ~ =P

i'm still waiting for the CD leh... this song is so nice




*Chinese*
在不经意间交谈的 每一言一语
对我来说都是很珍贵的宝物
连自己都感觉到 很不好意思
要是让你知道了 一定会被你笑的

好想见你 好想见你
至少想要听到你的声音
明明没事还要打电话给你

有你陪著 仅仅是这样
我的心就好温暖
我的愿望只有一个
是否可以像现在这样直到永远
一直喜欢你

你有爱著的人
我从很久以前 就知道了
因为你的微笑告诉我了

好难过 好难过
内心生疼的夜晚
也确实有过

想念你 仅仅是这样
我的心都有的活著的意义
并不是为了追求什麼
只是可以像现在这样
一直做一个喜欢你的我吗?

好想见你 好想见你
至少想要听到你的声音
明明没事还要打电话给你

有你陪著 仅仅是这样
我的心就好温暖
我的愿望只有一个
请让我一直喜欢你

想念你 仅仅是这样
我的心都有的活著的意义
并不是为了追求什麼
只是可以像现在这样
一直做一个喜欢你的我吗?


*English*
Each word you casually exchange with me
Is such a precious treasure to me
But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about it
So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me

* I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightning in my chest

** If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

* (repeat)

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Please let me keep on loving you

very Christmas feeling MV ^_^
and not a happy ending MV also
but the touching part is when her friend gather up and comfort her?
very comfortable song.

*lyrics coming up*


My 2009 wish list... OH SHIT I'M BROKE!
- marilyn manson album
- Ayumi 單曲 CD. but think can get it within this year
- cosmetic.. maybe shiseido brand.
- tang li qi's horoscope books(got it)
- The Twelve Kingdoms novels
- diet - -
- high heel (hehes)
- $ $

i got nothing better to do. cause tudou de onepiece load super slow... so i close it and day dream
then was thinking of life, wow, such a boring topic i was thinking.. WTF
then i skip, then suddenly i think of a girl problems, most of the girl got this kind of problem.
from young to teenage, from teenage to a lady.

secondary school you can easily hear a little girl say
"hey hey i tell you, i think i like who who who. how do you think of him?" then whenever this little girl best friends tells her this guy like this like that. he is not a good person.
then this hua chi little girl will say "huh really meh" and can see that this little girl don't trust what her friends told her, (this is where i feel stupid, cause she is the one who seek for her friends opinions but end up she choose to trust the guy instead of her friends)

and maybe few weeks later, she will angrily tell her friend "that guy was really a like this like that person." (because she kana cheated by the guy HAHAHAHA)
AND THEN, few weeks later same thing happen again.

thats funny. ok skip topic

its topic about life again?
don't wanna think too much about life actually
i dislike drama very much, so whatever drama thing happen in my life i will treat it as a mediacrops drama and let it be . buahahahahaha

theres no point of keep remind ourselve that "this thing happen in my life before. its terrible~!"
the more you think about it the more you won't be happy right?
BUT~~~ drama shows character will keep remind themselve "something happen" before = =
and then they will become evil, quiet, unfriendly, wants to revange or whatever - -
sometimes is just a small thing, like the drama male charater fall in love with her friend instead of her, she get jealous and angry - -
why must she? not you means not you la, jealous so much~?
then will start to do many evil thing to make the guy and her friend break up
oh my god! = = whats so nice about this show then?
watching a couple keep break up and patch back break up and patch back just becuase of an easily jealous friend - -

get your own life men~!

i just dislike to live in the past.
the future is soooo bright~!
lol, i also dun like ppl who keep saying pass very long ago de thing, it mean nothing to me.
unless its a happy memorie then i will talk with him/her together

but the ppl i dislike i will still dislike, no point asking me to try to "love" them.. yucks.

haaa, my "nothing better to do so i talk to myself post" end here.....
dunno when i will have mood to talk to myself agian