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Cai's very lame Blog
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Thursday, March 20, 2008

很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情,就在我们念念不忘的日子里,被我们遗忘了 。

不是每一次努力都会有收获,但是,每一次收获都必须努力,这是一个不公平的不可逆转的命题。

如果上帝要毁灭一个人必先令其疯狂.可我疯狂了这么久为何上帝还不把我毁掉.

你笑一次,我就可以高兴好几天;可看你哭一次,我就难过了好几年。

总有一天我会从你身边默默地走开,不带任何声响.我错过了很多,我总是一个人难过.

我生命里的温暖就那么多,我全部给了你,但是你离开了我,你叫我以后怎么再对别人笑

有些事情还没讲完那就算了吧.每个人都是一个国王,在自己的世界里纵横跋扈,你不要听我的,但你也不要让我听你的.

一个人总要走陌生的路,看陌生的风景,听陌生的歌,然后在某个不经意的瞬间,你会发现,原本费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就这么忘记了

如果我们都是孩子,就可以留在时光的原地,坐在一起一边听那些永不老去的故事一边慢慢皓首.

那些以前说着永不分离的人,早已经散落在天涯了。

你永远也看不到我最寂寞时候的样子,因为只有你不在我身边的时候,我才最寂寞。

当你真正爱一样东西的时候你就会发现语言多么的脆弱和无力。文字与感觉永远有隔阂。

什么叫快乐?就是掩饰自己的悲伤对每个人微笑。

离去,让事情变得简单,人们变得善良,像个孩子一样,我们重新开始。

一只野兽受了伤,它可以自己跑到一个山洞躲起来,然后自己舔舔伤口,自己坚持,可是一旦被嘘寒问暖,它就受不了



12:10 AM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

This song FUCKING nice =P



[Unknown Woman:]
I fuck you because you're famous.
I fuck you for your money.
I fuck you to control you.
I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.
I fuck you to fuck you over.
I fuck you 'til I find someone better.
I fuck you in secret.
I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.
I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.
I fuck you to make the pain go away.

[Manson:]
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.

[Unknown Woman:]
I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.
I fuck you because you're beautiful.
I fuck you because you're my nigger.
I fuck you because I am your whore.
I fuck you because you are a whore.
I fuck you for fun.
I fuck you for fun.
I fuck you because I can.
I fuck you so I have a place to stay.
I fuck you so you will protect me.

[Manson:]
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do
HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.

11:26 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008



purple = Original

blue = Money

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been living with a Dark shadow house
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been sleeping with a DUST above my bed
I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
Trapped in the past, i just can't seem any CENTS

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
I've been hiding all my NOTES and COIN away
Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
To clear my DEBT in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
All i wanna do is find a way back into ATM
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back to ATM
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been watching but the ATM refuse to work [ATM spoil]
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
I've been looking for someone to lean me some NOTES
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions
And i'm going to open a CREDIT CARD for you

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
ALL i wanna do is find a way Back into BANK
I can't make it through without a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into BANK
And if I open my heart again
I guess
And if i WON my 4D again
I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
There are moments when i don't know if it's real (DUN BELIEVE SHE WIN 4D)
Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
All i wanna do is find a way back into ATM
I can't make it through without a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back ito ATM

And if I open my heart to you
And if i open my account for you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again
And if you help me clear DEBT again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

1:41 AM