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Monday, March 26, 2007





为什么哭
为什么迷惑
为什么裹足不前
请告诉我
什么时候才会长大
要当小孩当到什么时候
我从哪里跑来
要奔向何方


没有栖身之处 我找不到
不知道未来是否值得期许

大家总说我坚强
总是夸奖我懂事要我不哭
一点都不希望是这样
所以总装作听不懂

为什么笑
为什么在我身边
为什么离开我

请告诉我
什么时候开始变的坚强了
什么时候开始感到脆弱
要等到什么时候
才能等到相知的一天


太阳快下山了 差不多该走了
我不能一直待在同一个地方

信赖与背叛互为表里
一直相信这跟被拒绝是一样的
当时也没那个气力
一定是知道得太多的关系

大家总说我坚强
总是夸我懂事要我不哭
周遭的人越这样说
使我连笑都是那么的苦痛

孤单地来到这世界 又孤单一人地活下去
一直以为这是理所当然的


in english

Why are you crying?
Why can't you decide?
Why do you give up?
please tell me
When do i become an adult
How long can i stay as a child
where did i run from
and where would i run toward

i couldn't find my place. i couldn't find it
i didn't know if i can hope for future

i've been told that i'm strong
i don't cry and they are proud of me. they gave me accolades
i didn't wish for any of these words
that's why i pretend that i didn't understand

why are you laughing?
why do you stay with me?
why do you leave me?
please tell me
when did i become strong?
when did i notice my weakness?
how long do i have to wait
to get to know each other?

the sun has risen already
i have to go soon
i can't stay in the same place for too long

trusting someone will only let me down
and i'll be the one who is hurt
that day, i couldn't do anything
maybe, i knew too much about it

i though i was born alone
and i would live by myself
i though that kind of life is normal
until i met you


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